i finally mustered a morsel of courage to revisit my old blog. reason is i loathe to think about the emotional wreck i once was.
reminiscing the past makes me grateful for now, so i do it pretty often, just to remind myself i once was brought to an unprecedented low, most ironically, during the most wonderful time of my life.
i felt i was too young, the pain too unjustifiable, and the perpetrator of my pain too beautiful- it was wrath directed only upon myself, or rather my vulnerability towards leaning on someone. would he just pat me on the head then?