my project meetin was called off, and suddenly i feel like i don't know what to do at all. the emptiness at home really gets to me. and i think i can lose my mind thinking about stuff. i opened the doors and windows it helped not a bit. i think i'm paranoid. i even wished my sis was home with me.
then i switched on the telly just to fill the house with some noise but it really grates at my nerve those crappe shit they screen on tv. then i dabbled on the piano and now i don't feel too bad. it is really strange, i never felt like i needed to get out of the house so badly.