hm.. out of nowhere this dull ache came. this dull ache, familiar yet somewhat unfamiliar.
it seems almost as if i constructed another world of my own. it is a disconnected world. where you are everythin i worshipped. and so i retain my sanity. but of course, there's a place where you are you. its here and now.
i miss you. the fight did somethin monstrous to you, my friend who never judged.
and you. for makin love so simple. for keepin me somewhere safe. where i believed.
and you. for makin me see that to love is to hate. to blame and to forgive.

suddenly, i'm afraid of losing the people around me..