i had a blaast yesterday. it was simple but really enjoyable.
started out with a film fest film. was late as usual.. missed half of the first short film. the second film was lovely i thought.. the shady side of the army.. bet the boys related well widdit..
had dinner with my family at vienna after that to celebrate my sisters 21st birthday.. she was mowed with presents. hope she had a blast..
after that was non-stop super fun with whacky tj and louis.. we hung around arab street for awhile then went home to watch the amityville horror.. it freaked me out pretty badly and we didn't sleep till four plus. holy shite.
then we woke up and magic lunch awaited us. was deliciously happy.

of course.. good things don't last.. and now i'm really pissed off.
i don't like it when people tell me what is good for me.. you see i've spent half my life doin the things that please the people i love.
no it wasn't without any regrets.. but i know it is worthwhile as long as i become someone they are proud of.. i know how it feels like to be ashamed of a person you love.. it pains just you.
i think before i do the things i do.. i don't do the things i do and then explain that "all my friends do it what." i'm not stupid! i know what i am doin. and i don't need you to tell me what is good for me.
and don't even think about threatening me with "i'll get angry if you do it again.." i'll just do it more of the things you'll disagree with.. don't try to control my life.. i hate it..