i don't know where to start thankin everyone for sendin their good wishes on my birthday.. i'm truly blessed.. it means so much to me knowin i'm not just a faded memory in many people's lives despite all these time that have passed.. i'm just really thankful for alot of people and things in my life..
this year was different for me cause its been awhile since i celebrated birthdays with my families.. (mine+nels) i feel like i've grown to appreciate my family more than i ever remembered.. and i think its a symptom of ageing.. haha.. its like what nel's mom shared with me about the dogcatdog poem over dinner.. i'm lazy to elaborate.. but i mentioned nelvin never went through the cat phase.. haha.. nel's mom bought me some lovely foot spa stuff.. so no more achin soles for me.. and nel's grandma bought me some accessories.. haha.. i'm blessed la.. haha..
also.. i'd like to thank the birdie clan.. haha.. they are the stars in my life.. haha.. i'm meetin them on the 27th.. haha.. my one week long birthday celebration.. haha.. ben for always rememberin where ever he is.. and nellybellyjelly for being my HERO and for PODDIE and the best birthday song i've had!!!
there are a few stuff i've wanted to blog about some time ago.. but never found the time to.. i attended church a few days back.. and one thing that never fails to amaze me is how closely the word coincides with the issues on my mind.. of course the issue on my mind then i needn't mention.. it was all over my blog until i decided to be politically correct again.. its easy for people.. observers or people involved alike.. to say its all over.. or to say they don't give a flyin fuck.. sure.. it wasn't your life that was messed up for awhile.. it wasn't you feelin disoriented because for a moment you couldn't tell friend from notsofriendly.. and it wasn't you who felt like you've seen some people more clearly after all the dust has settled..
yea but i digressed.. the pastor was drawin analogy to adam and eve and the tree of knowledge of good and evil.. ohman.. i'm good at this.. haha.. and he said.. evil reigns when good men keep quiet.. i believe its somethin martin luther king said years before.. but it made so much sense.. momentarily i found myself mentally countin all the times i failed to intercede on anyone's behalf.. and of course.. what stopped me from bein engulfed in a sea of grievance was pastor prince's advice to avoid people that deplete you mentally.. and then i kept wonderin why i kept my thoughts runnin with people who couldn't care a penny for my feelings.. haha.. and so i felt so bloody enlightened and free of burden after the session.. amazin aint it.. what two hours of talk does to your head..
this year was different for me cause its been awhile since i celebrated birthdays with my families.. (mine+nels) i feel like i've grown to appreciate my family more than i ever remembered.. and i think its a symptom of ageing.. haha.. its like what nel's mom shared with me about the dogcatdog poem over dinner.. i'm lazy to elaborate.. but i mentioned nelvin never went through the cat phase.. haha.. nel's mom bought me some lovely foot spa stuff.. so no more achin soles for me.. and nel's grandma bought me some accessories.. haha.. i'm blessed la.. haha..
also.. i'd like to thank the birdie clan.. haha.. they are the stars in my life.. haha.. i'm meetin them on the 27th.. haha.. my one week long birthday celebration.. haha.. ben for always rememberin where ever he is.. and nellybellyjelly for being my HERO and for PODDIE and the best birthday song i've had!!!
there are a few stuff i've wanted to blog about some time ago.. but never found the time to.. i attended church a few days back.. and one thing that never fails to amaze me is how closely the word coincides with the issues on my mind.. of course the issue on my mind then i needn't mention.. it was all over my blog until i decided to be politically correct again.. its easy for people.. observers or people involved alike.. to say its all over.. or to say they don't give a flyin fuck.. sure.. it wasn't your life that was messed up for awhile.. it wasn't you feelin disoriented because for a moment you couldn't tell friend from notsofriendly.. and it wasn't you who felt like you've seen some people more clearly after all the dust has settled..
yea but i digressed.. the pastor was drawin analogy to adam and eve and the tree of knowledge of good and evil.. ohman.. i'm good at this.. haha.. and he said.. evil reigns when good men keep quiet.. i believe its somethin martin luther king said years before.. but it made so much sense.. momentarily i found myself mentally countin all the times i failed to intercede on anyone's behalf.. and of course.. what stopped me from bein engulfed in a sea of grievance was pastor prince's advice to avoid people that deplete you mentally.. and then i kept wonderin why i kept my thoughts runnin with people who couldn't care a penny for my feelings.. haha.. and so i felt so bloody enlightened and free of burden after the session.. amazin aint it.. what two hours of talk does to your head..
